my flashback

wah ga kerasa yah R&M ,
uda mau taun 2009 lg .
happy new year !
moga kita smua lulus ,
diterima di univ yg kita pngen .
ammiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnn . ;)

flashback gw di taun 2008 ,
bener2 bnyak kenangan gw di taun ini ,
bnyak bgt plajaran hdup yg bsa gw ambil ,
yahh ,it’s make me to be mature ..
mungkin taun 2008 ini ujian buat gw ,
skaligus menyadarkan gw ,bahwa
“this is the real life that you must face it ,whatever it is..”

2008 awal ,I was still with Mr.F ,
yahh ,in this year we had along holiday to the beach .
unforgettable moment for me ..
pertengahan taun ,ga disangka bgt
hubgn yg uda gw jalin 1 taun 3 bln brg dy ,
ptus d tgh jlan gt aj ,
dgn msalah yg sbnrnya ga penting jg ..
yaa ,life must go on baby !
it was happened on may 15th .

setelah itu ,gtw knpa hdup gw jd berantakan
tp it’s real ,bkan krna gw putus ,
cma momen nya ajaa .
khidupan malam uda jadi bagian hdup gw ,
tiap mlm mnggu ga prnah plg k rmah ,
gw jg nglamin berantem sm ma2h ,
kabur dr rmah ,tnggal di kosan (numpang mksudnya) hehe .
ya itulah hdup yg smestinya ga gw jalanin ..
*club , alcohol , cigarette and guys
There isn’t the strange things for me ..
sampe2 prestasi skolah gw ancuuuuurr
smester 2 di klas 2 gw turun drastis 7 peringkat !
oh my God ..bkan ssuatu yg mmbanggakan .
yah ,dunia malam mmbuat gw melalaikan skolah ,
itu mgkin krna pmbalasan dendam gw bwt seseorg
dia -Mr.F- (bda orang) yg buat idup gw jd ky gtu ,
my bad experience with him ,
pertama x ny gw bner2 kecewa ,
bner2 dimaenin am cowo !
brengs*k !!
eeeeuuuuggggggh !
yah emg salah gw jg sih ,
kita ngjalanin smua ny TANPA STATUS !!
yg gw heran ,knp gw hrs ktemu lg sm org itu ?
he’s my oldfriend ..tmen gw wktu SD
ga nyangka gw ,dy bakal setega itu ):
makasi R&M ,disaat gw jatuh
kalyan ada bwt gw ,klyan support gw .
smpe ahirnya gw bsa bangkit lg
and try to forget him ..

saat kenaikan kelas 3 ,
gw mulai dket sm seseorg ,
yah teman di kala sepi nya gw ,
skaligus kaka yg bsa ngasih msukan .
he’s Mr.E ,thx a lot for all .
dya yg selalu dgr cerita2 gw
ngasi gw masukan yg berguna ..
it has been a long time
about 3 months ,
until I found the right man -I hope-
but it’s like a circle ,
hard to explain .
gw jg gatau knp , bsa jd kya gni .heuheu

di taun 2008 ini jg ,
umur gw berkurang 1 tahun ,
I was SEVENTEEN years old
on September 21st
thanks R&M ,in the last my 16th day ,
kalian ada buat gw ,dan nemenin gw smpe tgh mlem
klyan yg prtama ngucapin ..
bersyukur gw pny tmen ky klyan .
hope we’re everlasting 
jomblo di umur 17 ,mmg ga enak ,
tp nikmatin ajaa .hehe
Mr.E phoned me at 12 am and said hpy bday lalala~
Thankyou Mr.E ,uda ngeluangin wktunya
dan uda inget sm ultah gw .
R&M nelfon jg wkt saur on the road .nyesel gw ga ikut !
sbelum saur at 2 am ,Mr.M -now my boyfriend-
phoned me and said like others .
so thankful for all ..

finally , on October 8th
I found him ,
Thanks God ..
yaah he is Mr.M
that close friendship with Mr.E
hhii .complicated !
tp mgkin emg ini uda jalan yg kdu gw jalanin ..
thx Mr.M ,you change my life
to be a better one .
I’m so loving him ,R&M ..
he’s my beloved guy ..
hope we’re everlasting !
akhir taun 2008 ini ,
studytour dan jg trip to jogja
with Shinta n Fika .
pengalaman baru buat gw
keluar kota tnpa keluarga
kita bersenang2 dsana slama 5 hari
and ofcourse with my beloved guy ,too .
unforgettable holiday !

December 24th
waktunya di bagi raport ,
alhamdulilah bgt ,
big increasing !!
back to the 3rd rank .
perjuangan gw belajar ga sia-sia
thx Mr.M ,uda ngbimbing gw ,
nyuruh gw les ,belajar yg bener ,
it’s a gift for you ,beb ..
yah itulah sepenggal cerita gw di taun 2008 ini .

2009 ,tinggal mnunggu waktu ..
focus on studying for university !
ayo R&M ,qta berjuang bareng ..
sm2 krja keras utk dpetin ap yg kita mau .
saling mendoakan ,
dan saling mengingatkan 1 sama lain .

GOOD BYE 2008 ,
Thx for the history inside
and WELCOME 2009 .
hope the best year ,
and the best things are waiting for us
ammiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnn ..